sorry i don’t meet your expectations.
but since all my (few) good qualities are thanks to you, i wonder where all my crap side came from.

I don’t quite know how I’m feeling now.

I kind of feel like I’m flying now. But there’s always that dread when you know you could fall any moment.

there’s been nothing to blog about lately. everything just feels kind of dead and lifeless. 2009 doesn’t seem as fun a year as 2008 yet. but I’m hoping it will change for the better. at least chinese new year is here. that’s a few days off school and a few days at home to stare into space, blankly. nice.

I like wordpress a lot more than I like blogger. I feel like deleting my blogger account. Then again, I have no idea how to work the links or the html on wordpress. I’ll just have keep shuttling between both, until I learn how to use wordpress properly. But so far, wordpress is a lot nicer.

I have experienced a new emotion. It’s called BOREDOM.

 

It’s suck-ish, horrible and quite obviously boring, such a wonderful learning experience, I have never in my life experienced any emotion quite like it (hearty chuckle) and I felt so refreshed and cheerful while I was bored!

 

I am so happy now, look at me smash the computer screen and cackle for the joy of something to do!  , smile cheerfully and pick flowers while skipping through the snake and rat infested joyous field next door, the one with all the exotic animals!

 

whee…..

:] smiley day!

today’s such a smiley day! I’m much better after being rather sick. but I’m certainly much better. I’m currently thinking about homework, school as well as tuition, how I’m going to do a chinese compo I wasn’t in school to do and a crazy amount of math tuition homework that’s due tomorrow.

 

I’m pretty much screwed right?

right.

still what’s wrong with procrastinating insanely?

everything!

 

haha. Isn’t it entertaining reading a conversation I just held with myself?

the correct answer you should give is, Of course amanda! It’s so wonderful and entertaining! I just think it’s brilliant! sheer genius!

 

okay. but I’ll probably get a , ” huh? what? wth? haha you loser!”

grr…

:]

gtg bye!

I pretty much have to say I’m in total trouble.

I lay my life down at Your feet
Cause You're the only one I need
I turn to You and You are always there

In troubled times it's You I seek
I put You first that's all I need
I humble all I am all to You

One way
Jesus
You're the only one that I could live for
One Way
Jesus
You're the only one that I could live for 

You are always, always there
Every how and everywhere
Your grace abounds so deeply within me

You will never ever change
Yesterday today the same
Forever till forever meets no end

You are the Way the Truth and the Life
We live by faith and not by sight for You
We're living all for You

Pour my life into a paper cup
The ashtrays full and Im spillin my guts

 

that’s a really interesting line for some reason.

 

I love the song it belongs to, otherside – red hot chili peppers

okay. enough randomness. i shall post this junk! yay!

I realised I’ve been mean and accidentally abandoned my blogger blog.

Oops. Though WordPress is really awesome. I don’t really like blogger. I don’t exactly want to use stuff like xanga or myspace because…

Actually I don’t know why.

But wordpress is addictive and some how cool, because no one actually knows about this blog although I linked it to my blogger blog. *smirks*

I don’t think anyone even goes to my blogger blog anymore.

ha ha.

okay. this is good. If no one goes here maybe I will be able to write random stuff here again. If people come here I won’t really mind either.

Ha. I love this blog.

bye

hello.

It’s a nice day today. Not overly bright or anything. Though I can’t really judge because I’m not exactly outside or anything.

It’s not raining where I am which is good.

I don’t really like rain because it’s wet, squelchy and dark.

It makes the sky dark and scary, with dark clouds looming overhead.

Not particularly pretty.

I like evenings of partly cloudy days.

The setting sun comes out and tints all the long streams of clouds pink and orange. Nice. The Sunlight turns into a soft gentle golden colour, fluid and interesting.

This has to be the most random post ever. It’s about the freaking weather! But I happen to enjoy observing the Weather.

I am a freak.

Haha.

COOL

Ha ha. I don’t really care.

goodbye and good riddance. 

Just kidding. :]

hello.

Bye.

That’s a good word bye,

It’s not just used to end  conversations,

It’s used to end friend ships,

Ties and meetings

Bye it can be used for various reasons

But it’s mostly used to signal the end of something.

 

So,

Bye

Okay. I officially have xanga and myspace as well as wordpress and blogger. I also have no life.

btw the links are, xanga.com/amandaklf, myspace.com/amandaklf and amandaklf.blogspot.com

Ha ha. I don’t know whether I should tell people about this blog. Somehow, I don’t think I will.

I’m back from Japan.

It was really fun. Pictures will be uploaded onto the blogger one and maybe this one. I don’t know.

:]