Killer Instinct!

I was told today to stop second guessing myself. Apparently I’m just as insecure as everyone else, only more hesitant.I need to be RUTHLESS, not in a cruel sense but in a taking charge, saying-things-as-they-are way. It’s not really about being confident but about being brave and not caring what people think!Also, it is time [...]

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Little By Little, Inch By Inch

<3  Little by littleInch by inchWe built a yard with a garden in the middle of itIt ain’t muchBut it’s a startYou got me swaying right alongTo the song in your heart- A Face To Call Home, John Mayer

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Trigger

 Before you judge, understand because talk is cheapSaw that on an old school/classmate’s formspring as a reply to someone.  I just went through a rather insecure week and I am going to purge my mental thoughts out now.     I know I need to stop caring what people think and just focus on the people around me, [...]

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Stuck In A Slump

i’m going to start lorms soon. my room looks like a hurricane hit it and i should really clean it too! i’m feeling a little bleh, because school is starting soon. ): I need to regain control of my life and somehow learn to give things up to God.

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Clean White Love

I’m trying my best to make this falling apart process as neat as possible. If people are always either "in repair" or breaking down, then I think I’m breaking down a bit. I know I’ll feel better/happier again in a matter of a couple of days probably but I feel like I’ve been a total [...]

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Dinner

 You said if you don’t let it out You’re gonna let it eat you awayI’d rather be a cannibal, babyAnimals like me don’t talk anyway- The Calender, Panic! At The DiscoI’m quite wiped out but I do need to study lit and chem. I had a panic attack, which was my third ever. I think [...]

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I Came Along, I Wrote A Song (For You)

 I learnt how to play yellow by coldplay without a capo on the guitar, to practice my barre chords. i really think they sound quite clear but i need to practice. i also really really need to work on my rhythm. anyway, I wanted to write another angry post about stuff when I suddenly decided being [...]

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Stupid For You

i just got back from sitting in the garden and watching my sister’s bunny hop about. haha, he is such a grump but i think he likes the garden because i put him in a flower bed and he just ran up and down the whole time. haha, he is also a total pig gorging [...]

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Contagious

today was one of the best days i’ve had in a while. i was a bit grumpy at lunch and i felt like a muddle after that, but going to church pretty much made my day. i know it is nothing important and pretty much rubbish, it was still a rather pleasant shock. (hehe). sadly [...]

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A Simple Little Kind Of Free

  haha, this is such a millie face. awwwww SQUIRREL. SQUIRREL.

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